Minlee.. i manage to find Huiling le.. she is FOUND.. hehe.. anyway, i knoe life must live to fulllest then etc... etc.. etc... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There are few too many things for me to think.. until i want to make myself very occupied.. coz too free made me think nonsense.. Ya, i was still sad.. but will friends came in trying to talks things out for us.. Thanks all of ur .. i appreciate ur help.. I can hear advice coming from all over.. but still its a matter for me and him only.. I know got to settle within ourselves somehow or rather.. But ... decisions are cruel and hard to make.. and for my character.. i had to make changes to anything.. i hate to decide.. i rather just keep quiet and let the thing pass.. I know deep in my heart i love him.. loving a person and to live with a person is different.. I know busy for him is inavoidable.. then since that case, i will also make myself busy lol.. so at least i m occupied.. but still i am very tired.. I feel tired in living.. I wanted so much in diving but i cant go.. Today i went to work with a swollen eye.. and does he knows..? no .. he dun.. my colleagues claimed that i cried thats y swollen but i told them its due to insufficient sleep... ' Probably those readers out there are thinking.. yayaya.. y is this gal keep on complaining complaing about her bf only.. y arent she herself doing smtg for her bf..? I ponder this question a while... and i know y.. coz i am selfish.. Man are selfish animals.. Humans are selfish beings.. that is my conculsion..sad right .. from the way i think.. I think the reason that develop me into this selfishness is due to ''insecurity''.. eg.. i afraid i might be dumped away(insecure) so i ended up myself into SELFISHNESS to protect myself getting hurt.. Is that the reason??? I also duno how to solve my current problems.. living a day wlo tml..
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about me
I m a 25 Years old Gal.Born in 12/01 .
Was Currently Working as a Customer Officer in Uob bank.
Currently living in Jurong West with my family.
Loves to go holiday, shopping and chilling out with friends..
Has friendster : ginny_goh@hotmail.com
