Monday, July 31, 2006
~ 11:29 PM ~
its all over.. a fullstop.. to my relationship w him. I m v sad. Y does that happened to me.? isit bcoz i complain too much..
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Its all over....
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
~ 7:27 PM ~
I am tired.. Tired in working, tired in living.. tired.. v tired... so what do humans live for?WOrking? eating? being in relationship? wtf.. nothing seems interesting to be nowadays.. feel that everyday is a drag...
Probaly wat that makes me happier abit is only seeing old patients in hospital, give a pat on their shoulders and they will reply u ''ok''ok''.. or replying u as Thanks thanks..
Or i can feel happy wen i m submerged into maths.. so at times wen i free.. i will do some accounts equations, so call double entry.. haiz..
i wasnt sure if i m walking the right path... i already midway in nursing and i go and jump to accountancy.. gila arh ginny.. probably i just feel like, i dun wanna ask pple and they will confirm discourage me from studying accounts.. suz
Is couples supposed to meet everyday if possible? well.. i hope i can too but wat if both of us really very busy? how would u feel if someone promise to come find u but last min cancelled?its like being in a so quiet relationship.. there wont be any long conversations going on at night via phone calls.. no meeting daily.. no flowers, no dinner together alone.. no hugging.. kiss only lips to lips once in 2 wks.? is that suppose to b the case or not?
Sometimes wen its quiet too long, wen u meet, u duno wat to say.. coz his phone call will be ringing away w customers.. What can i say, pple say BUSy wat.. i NEED to work ma.. den wat, eat shit isit.. this JOB nature is like that one ma, so busy.. So wat more CAN i say?
I cannot b angry, i cannot say anything, pple busy working ma.. making tons of money ma..
I might be selfish.. but.. thats the truth.. I m tired.. tired to even talk
signing off
GInny
Sunday, July 16, 2006
~ 2:57 AM ~
BUsy BUsy and Busy Week10July(monday)
0700-1500 Working
1500-1700 walk around in Je
1730-2030 meet Huiling eat Dinner
2030-2100 Bathe
2100-2300 watch tv
2300-0100 Surf Net
0100-0600 Sleep
11July(Tuesday)
0600-0700 Prepare n to work
0700-1500 Work
1500-1700 Eat at Je with HaiTang
1700-2100 KTv at Je
2100-2200 Take neoprint
2200-2300 Home
2300-2330 Bathe
2330-0200 Surf Net & watch Tv
0200-1100 Sleep
12July(Wednesday)
1100-1230 Prepare , eat and go Work
1230-2100 Work
2100-2200 Travel Home
2200-2230 Bathe
2230-0100 Surf Net
0100-0600 Sleep
13 July(Thursday)
0700-1500 Work
1600-1630 Bathe
1630-1730 Nap
1730-1800 Get ready to go out and eat
1800-1845 Travel in MRT
1845-2230 Attending Accountancy Course
2230-2330 Travel Home
2230-0000 Bathe
0000-0100 Surf Net
0100-0600 Sleep
14 July(Friday)
0700-1500 Work
1500-1530 Travel on MRt
1530-1630 Learning Driving
1630-1700 Travel Home
1700-173o Bathe
1730-1900 Watch tv
1900-2130 Sleep
2130-0230 Watch tv, surf Net
0230-1430 Sleep
15July(Saturday)
1430-1800 LAze around, nothing to do..
1800-2115 WEnt woodlands with parents & grandma
2115-2300 at grandma house gathering
2300-2315 Bathe
2315-0100 watch Tv
0100-0300 surf Net
0300-???? SLEEP.............blar...blar...
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SOME pictures below.. god parents eating.. and grandma thinking... and me and little cousin playing..
Monday, July 10, 2006
~ 2:36 AM ~
Hello.. I am back..Had been busy working this week as per normal.. Signed up a accountancy course.. night course.. imagine being in class for 4 hours continuously.. urgh.. though miss school but really tiring.. imagine i working den got to study.. haha.. but well, I had taken up the challenge of studying a totally different career i m working as now.. NURse to Accountancy..Guess Alot pple out there had a BIG question mark on ur head.. I had think pretty long before i came out w this decision. And I decided if i want to do something, dun wait too long.. coz it will somehow just slip away wlo ur knowing.. so can say being too ''impulsive'' and sign up the course alone..
At first abit regretted, coz it was difficult..couldnt understnad wat my teacher, Edgar wong says.. My mind were covered with ''syringes, gallstones, morphine, pethidine, needles''..now got to change to '' debit, credit, capital, libilities, trial balance''.. Totally different..Urgh..
Then gradually, I m glad.. coz i learnt somthing end of the day.. in fact i learn new stuffs..
Went over friend's house after attending that accountancy course ..........................
Cheeky dog...trying to lick my face ...
Happy family..
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Friday night is here again... that's wat alot of pple out there waiting for.. went taka to have our dinner.. Picture of me and Eileen..waiting for FOOD...
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
~ 12:48 AM ~
Its been a week...And Saturday we went to have buffet with Joanna, Pkelvin and S.Kevin at coca Buffet for celebration Joanna Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADY.. stay young and good ....
And my bf actually told me he read my blog.. i was rather shock coz i nv expect him to read.. But i am really glad he read .. at least he knows how i feel coz wenever to tok abt these sensitive topic , we will end up quarrelling..
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I went to re-certify for my BCLS(CPR) at nuh.. Took a photo with a fake baby.. see.. looks scary arh.. and after that meet up with Elaine for dinner and shopping..
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Saturday, 1st July went to Coca buffet have dinner. see the steamboat... Delicious sia..
This is a Photo that i like, so i snap it.. dun u think its beautiful??
I hope everything is alright between me and Him..Bcoz i Love him.. God bless and thanks every single one of my friend that supported me during my sad times.. thanks
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