Tranquility of Waves and Wind

Friday, June 23, 2006

~ 12:06 AM ~

Today... I feel very sad..

Firstly, i was supposed to meet a friend yesterday at bona Vista at 6pm but she disappear. I tried calling her mobile but no one ans.. i called more den 10 times.. i tried again today but still nil answer.. she went missing 2 days.. PLs reply Chen Huiling if u saw this reply.. ok..thanks

Secondly, I was sad ... My bf is so busy with his work. He needs to go lounge to accompany clients at night til wee hours.. at least once per week.. he had been working every night till very late.. i dun even have time to talk to him.. Even wen he fetch me back(i knoe he take the affort to come all the way to fetch me). But ... from the moment he fetch me at NUh till my house, he had been using the phone toking abt work.. Since he is so busy.. y fetch me.. if i meet u den tok to my colleagues all the while.. How Will u FEEL... U ask me if i mind.. i just dun care.. coz i mind lol.. but until a point i think... u wan to do wat, u just go ahead lol.. dun wan to care so much le.. i also had work to do.. i also very stress at my work.. i also need to work during weekends..

I dun wan to care too much .. coz i know i CANT stand u going to lounge.. WHICH GAl can stand her bf go LOunge? Got gals one leh.. those that will strip naked inside the room.. ANd i also CANT stand u busy making phone calls even wen u meet me.. phone calls are continous.. nv ending.. even after office hours.. ya, i know u making BIGBIG money.. den u continue go and make money lol..

Lazy to bother so much

I know i was just being unreasonable, ya , u can say that.. everybody can.. probably i am . just that i am very angry.. but i cannot say.. later will lead to another quarrel.. so i just type here lol.. anyway , he will be TOO busy to even read my BLOG.. so i just type lol.. '

I so hoping i can drop dead in the next moment... life suz... hate living

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