Wednesday, August 09, 2006
~ 4:18 PM ~
Nurses Day is on 1st Aug.. My Qns is ... Do anyone knows.. probably only nurses know ba..and the worst thing is not all nurses know...yea..
Having Nurses' Day celebration on the 3rd Aug in Kent Ridge Wing auditurium is a good thing for me. I went over for the celebration after my morning shift.
And that is the first time after so long I actually really laugh my heart out.. The performance was very funny , lots of laughter and jokes.. I enjoyed the performance even though was extreme tired out..
After these few weeks, i had been finding reason to live.. I know there are lots.. alot of my blossom friends are talking to me to make me alive again.. to make me able to find my motive of life again. I dun show sad or lost in front of them but i guess they can feel it.. I didnt hope for any outcome of any relationship again coz i was already burn out in relationship.. I feel so lost...Luckily my friends are around..
I fall sick right after he made a full stop to our relationship... lots of pple qns me WHY? isit bcoz of ''Too sad''.. I duno.. This time i was sick.. and i was all alone.. shutted myself alone in my room.. not even a single family know i m sick.. mayb thats wat ur call ''Depression''.. or probably ''self denial''. And i become 'stronger' and 'more independent' wen i recover.. i realised i cannot trust anyone.. only my family and myself.. and some of my true friends.Eg.. Kangni, Elaine,Tricia, Roy and Klevin. and my fellow colleagues.. They had been with me during my bad times..
I am not trying to tell eveyone that i am so pitiful .. I am just giving myself a place to type out my thoughts.. In tat just ended relationship, there is no right or wrong, probably just ''its not meant to be''. At that point of time i knew the 'news', it seems that the whole world are topping down.. the sky is so dark.. sun was nowher to b found, every memories u have w him triggered a tear in me..., even though heartpain i still need to let him go..coz he is not mine..''
Having another failure in taking driving test made me so sad.. How i hope i can see sucess again.. Isit God is trying to make me become stronger and able to overcome failure? I duno..
Thanks everyone , all my friends that make their effort to make me happier.. I will ... ''ONe fine day''.. thanks..
ginny
